Another birthday post. I fell asleep while waiting.... And I felt so sore. I guess my last birthday as a single girl didn't turn out what I wanted it to be. I should've gone out and party hard and rocked the world. But instead, I sat my ass at home and fell asleep. I can't believe why I'm doing this to myself.

It sucks to know that I relied too much on one person to make my world. I should've just plan out on my own and make myself happy. As a perfectionist that I'm supposed to be. If I had planned my own birthday it wd turn out great. Like my previous chalets... Sigh... I will not get to do it anymore. Next year, I will celebrate as a wife. So last yr's was actually my last as a single person.

Let's see if the rest of the day is gonna turn out shitty.