Luck and Wonder

Day 1 of the sch hols past by with me indulging myself over markings, epms and other admin stuffs. Got blamed for something I can't control. I dun understand why am I always stuck in a rut in between two hot heads. What luck.

I really wanted to go to the YOG briefing. However, I got a straight "NO" answer, even before I could say anything. Maybe I should talk to Vp abt it. I dunno, I should go and do what I feel is better for me, or rather more beneficial, than going for the sake of going. Right now, i am going for the sake of going. Sigh. What's my next move gonna be?

It's been a silent day without you. I'm now wondering if you are even missing me. Or wonder if I'm fine, alive or healthy? Where are you? How are you doing?

Hectic

I really need to take a break... A well deserving one. Can you imagine I had to cancel my Bintan trip because of work. I must be freakin craaazy.

Need to plan what to do next since June hols are approaching. I need time to reflect, clear my super messed up desk, throw away stuffs from last year, it's gonna be a looong ride.

On a better note, last Sat, STL season comes to an end. We ended up as runner-up in our Open Mixed Cat. COngrats PSRC!!!




Now, back to work... Need to get my portfolio done....

No Bintan

After all that I go through, after all the effort trying to make things work...

I'm not going Bintan.

Yeah, the long anticipated holiday that I have been looking forward to. So much. I wanted to even cry when I got to know of the last minute arrangement. What todo, by now I should know that in where I am right now, I should always be prepared for last minute changes and adhoc stuffs.

Bring me away
I can't stand to stay
Please bring me away
Anywhere but here

My apologies to my Northlanders. I am so sorry to pull out on you guys at the last minute. Slavery calls. And it's truly not my fault as I can't control situations as long as I am here.

Excuse me, where are your manners?

I am astounded today.

Some people simply have no manners. I wouldn't say the lack of. I'd say that it is up to the nill level.

Here I am waiting patiently outside the class, a single glance, and then ignored. Nope, no nods, no smile.

Whoa... I am invisible. 10 minutes past. Should I treat her the same way and just come in without knocking and take over? Nah, wouldn't stoop low to that level.

I just realised that having your Masters make you so high up there that you forgot your simple manners of scknowledgement. Gee.

Untouchable too I guess.

I was wondering what kinda pupils will you be nurturing when you as an educator and role model lack simple gestures to show manners. Stuck up ass.