Just recovered from post-Contender's blues. Tomorrow will be a day, a truly hectic day. Investiture, followed by Observation, then a whole day of non-stop, no-break... Then Remedial, then night classes... My Mondays are never the same again.
I can't wait for the hols. It's week 6! Yahoooo.... 4 more weeks to go! Then I can rot myself. I'm looking at the nearer picture... There's Labour Day next Thursday, and also we are gonna indulge ourselves in the lifestyle of the rich and famous in Bintan in week 9! That's what I'm talkin about! Can't wait, can't wait(skipping up and down the room)...
I watched Talking Cock the Movie, including the bonus and special editions, including Jo's audition for the interview. I realised that the rest of the goons cept for Leo and Randall got into the movie without auditions and it was because of Jo. I saw his loony auditions. I like what he used to be. Wear sarong in public. He would rather kill himself then to wear sarong in public now. Mellowed, perhaps? Or maybe I made him turn out to be such a boring character he is today. What a negative influence I have on him... So depressing.
I have become a pessimist. I am just looking of ways to escape everything. Sigh. Loser.
Sunday, 20 April 2008
Wednesday, 16 April 2008
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
Pregnant Man
I am sick. Caught a temperature last night and I was feeling soooooo weak. Every muscle (and fats) in my body aches. It's like I've been punched several times in my tummy. My throat burns everytime I swallow my saliva.... It's been quite some time I got the FEVER.
Recently, Thomas Beatie, the pregnant man caught my attention. Yeah you heard me right, PREGNANT MAN. I searched for his interview with Oprah on youtube and indulged myself on the story. Initially, I was sick and disgusted plus horrified, but when I learnt that he (Thomas) was a woman before he underwent sex operation to become a man... The pieces fit together. Watching the interview, I keep having to tell myself that he used to be a woman, coz if he is a real man from birth, he certainly have alot of "womanly traits" in him.
I dunno how the world would react to this. Of course, there are sects of people who shunned and slam him down, even the transexual community. In one of the interviews, I remembered one particular person refer to his baby in his womb, a "monster". I can't recall whether it is random or his own father. By the way, Thomas Beatie's pan-Asian. Half-half. So is his sexuality now.
LOL.
Confused? Watch this vid.
Warning, only if you are open enough to bisexual affinity. Otherwise, YOU WILL be sick.
Recently, Thomas Beatie, the pregnant man caught my attention. Yeah you heard me right, PREGNANT MAN. I searched for his interview with Oprah on youtube and indulged myself on the story. Initially, I was sick and disgusted plus horrified, but when I learnt that he (Thomas) was a woman before he underwent sex operation to become a man... The pieces fit together. Watching the interview, I keep having to tell myself that he used to be a woman, coz if he is a real man from birth, he certainly have alot of "womanly traits" in him.
I dunno how the world would react to this. Of course, there are sects of people who shunned and slam him down, even the transexual community. In one of the interviews, I remembered one particular person refer to his baby in his womb, a "monster". I can't recall whether it is random or his own father. By the way, Thomas Beatie's pan-Asian. Half-half. So is his sexuality now.
LOL.
Confused? Watch this vid.
Warning, only if you are open enough to bisexual affinity. Otherwise, YOU WILL be sick.
Sunday, 6 April 2008
MARATHON
After the weeks saga of over-protective parents, office pricks and bossy bosses, I still have to deal with my own personal strain. I have been swept with different kinds of overwhelming emotions, and God help me, I feel like sometimes I'm not cut for this shit.
I love to see the kids in the eyes and tell them how well they have done or bring them to realise that you cannot be doing this as it will hurt other people. But adults? It'll take them eon years and I dun think it will do anyone much justice. The first time in my life, I dreaded waking up in the morning for a brand new day. I have become so pessimistic. I hated walking through the 'Gates of Hell', knowing that whatever I do, there will be a satan lurking behind me and trying to stab me with their blunt pitchforks. It's a scary experience.
So what does it do for me? Personally, I am trying to make myself feel better. I try to be mentally strong and not let emotions get in the way. My motto for the year will be:
I'M JUST RUNNING A MARATHON.
Endurance. Mental endurance more than anything physical.
I love to see the kids in the eyes and tell them how well they have done or bring them to realise that you cannot be doing this as it will hurt other people. But adults? It'll take them eon years and I dun think it will do anyone much justice. The first time in my life, I dreaded waking up in the morning for a brand new day. I have become so pessimistic. I hated walking through the 'Gates of Hell', knowing that whatever I do, there will be a satan lurking behind me and trying to stab me with their blunt pitchforks. It's a scary experience.
So what does it do for me? Personally, I am trying to make myself feel better. I try to be mentally strong and not let emotions get in the way. My motto for the year will be:
I'M JUST RUNNING A MARATHON.
Endurance. Mental endurance more than anything physical.
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