I tripped...

Came back from our trip. It was awesome... lazy.... relaxing.... I wish I could this year-long... But the harsh realities sets in as we set our foot on the shores of S'pore...

It was warm and breezy there.... But once we reach the harbourfront waters... the skies turned dark. Sigh, welcome back to rainy Island, set in the sea....

I felt that the trip made me feel how much people need each other. How funny we looked in all different directions, to find that the best companion is right in front of you. How we complained about what we want, but we neglect the necessary. Spending time doing nothing is actually healthy... when you relax, you reflect. Personally, I tot about what I wanna do next year. What do I need to change and what should stay? Why do I always get stuck in a rut? Guess I'll leave that to "new year resolution" time.

I saw how people lost and love. It was surreal to know how people were so perfect for each other. Yet how some ironically "change waves"....

My two friends who I knew long enough, they were in love. They were so perfect. Why did it take them all the agony to find each other...? So weird.

Yet one of em, whose relationship was so strong as steel, now shaky and crumbling. I cannot fault him either. But there was still love. Definitely.

I treasured the love I was bestowed upon. I could feel how we bonded like super glue more and more. I wanna keep it that way. As much as I can.

I love him.

Bummer

Sigh....

Unbeaten for 22 games, Arsenal lost their winning strike today, Sunday, 9 December, to Middlesborough.

Upset.

Last Train Home

It has been raining, has it not...? What a cool great day.... All my supposed work-out regime got put off due to me being undisciplined... and I blame it solely on the weather... Yawnsss....

Last night, we decided to take the last train home (coz we tot we cd save on cab fare) and surprisingly we witnessed alot of funny/interesting peple in the train....

We saw a group of 'abus' coming in from Orchard, obvious from a metal gig somewhere out there. I saw at least 3 people donning 'Iron Maiden' tees and one of em was a girl. The other girl was wearing The Strokes tee.

I was trying to tie in the relationship between the Strokes and Iron Maiden and then I saw it.... SLIPPERS!!! How can u wear slippers to gigs??? Their slippers wear a shade of grey (prolly too much stamping) on em... Ouch. Things you never wear to a gig: slippers. SLippers are for the beach, you idiots! OR prolly strolling along the Heartlands.. Maybe you can go slack when shopping with slippers... but to a gig??? Imagine being stamped constantly on the mosh pit. Dun your feet hurt?

I feel ouchy for em.

And then another group came in. They were also donning the black metal wear with eyeliners n stuffs... But they sat down and sang old Malay songs! I'm talking Malay Jiwang-Retak songs mostly from the 90s. Like from Spoon (the guy's dead, give him a break!), Scoin or whateva. Luckily, my MP3 player has always been my weapon to block out the unsightly and the un-hearables....

I thought I should take the train more often now. Interesting sights. Especially that 'tis the holiday season..... The Kids are Out and Running!!!!

I must apologise for the extremely loads of French I used in the previous blog. What can I say... I get foul-mouth when I get angry or frustrated. Just thank God you are not at the other end receiving it... :-)

Pain in the Asses

I wanna ramble abt people in the office but I figured I better give myself a break... I wun be seeing them much anyway... It's time for HOLS!!!!

BUT... People keep paining meeee......

Pain-in-the-Asses I

Why can't you both tell me straight to my face? I have to find out the hard way. You asses bite me on my back, I see. And the worse part is... you joined forces with the ex? I can't believe you actually have to keep mum and hope I dun find out.

Yes, my friends aka ex-bandmates (ex now) joined forces with the ex. The bitch ex. I dun mind if you do it with some other bitches but NOT the EX please.... And you dun have basic courtesy to tell me? Or even Jo? Ungrateful bastards. Why in the world was I even in the band... I feel terribly cheated out of my wits.

Was it redundant to you? So me and Jo are just disregarded, trashed away and not a single sound about you both collaborating with her and the bitch. I was affected that you guys did not reflect and think about consequences. And feelings involved. And how it might affect relationships.

After my reflection, you are not my friends, just basic acquaintances I found while making music.

You know what dun kill you will only make you stronger. I believe in music as a respiratory system for me, to fill the void. Not playing gigs. Not for the sake of having a band. I'm telling you guys both, you can fuck yourselves with the Bitches' Diary.

Pain-in-the-Ass part 2

I was planning a surprise birthday gathering for me and K. But some people just have to muddle up shits. We were supposedly going to meet Hafiz at Night Safari and surprise them, just among ourselves, friends, just like good old days, but I guess some people just have to spoil all the plans. Now they are planning a surprise birthday party for her somewhere else, East Coast Parkshit, with the cousins and shitheads.

I was tearing as Hafiz spoke to me about it. My plans for the surprise became their surprise. And they will have the credits. And poor Alf. No one knows abt the former plan she was gonna have. So everything got cancelled.

I remembered last 2 years or so, how I argued with her mum just because I wanted to give her a surprise, and she said I stole her daughter away from her. What a freak. I'm staying away from that nonsensical accusations this year. You can have her all you want. Watch out, I might steal her.. Wahhhahahah (evil laugh).

i tot it would be nice to gather again just like how it used to be. I forgot. This is never what it used to be....