Getting ready....

These few weeks have been extremely busy for me... Marks processing and PGD... Such energy-devouring weeks it has been.

I wanted to blog out a few stuffs, but I was thinking of letting out how I feel today.

I "tore down" my cubicle. I removed all pictures and inspirational quotes that kept me going, that got me feeling happy, those that whenever I look at them, it reminds me of a great life I have. Or had.

As I was "tearing" them down, I was singing this Boyz II Men song, "It's so hard to say goodbye"... I'm a child of the 90s, so yeah, I used to love them. Its an emotional 10 minutes for me. Reminded me of things I went through to get this far and finally leaving after soooo much intense pressure. It's like a drug, a pain-relief medication... I'm so morbid.

I will miss the good times I had with good friends I made.
Mary, my first friend in Wellington,
Jumari the goof, the bad, the ugly...
Laarva who is always there to lend a listening ear (and bought me breakfast today)
Lisa and her bubbly personality who cheers me up whenever I'm exhausted,
Bee who always advices me and keeping me always positive,
Nala - coz I love to bully her,
Uncle Shahrin who's always there to layan my silly jokes,
Suart Hong who shares me her life and experiences,
King Yang who is always so kind and such a pure gentleman (some say gentle only)
Ting Tuan for making my life a lil funny with her "sudden surprises" and "nodding away"
Ronald and Kumar, great companions, and the only few people who can speak my language.

and all those who had rubbed me in their special way... I hate to say it but I'm gonna miss you guys...

I definitely made enemies along the way. Recently gained one I think. All because of this yap of mine that won't stop sometimes. My mouth has a mind of its own.... I dunno if I should even be apologetic.

Anyway.... I'll have to start life all over next year. A lil scary yet filled with relief....