I have so many desires I wish to fulfill in my life as me. But I have to forgo alot of things. I wonder if any of these things I forgo are worth forgoing...

I wanna travel the world, go to places I have read and learnt so much about. Greece and their culture, history... Eqypt for as a child, i was so obsessed with pyramids and the different pharaohs of the different times. The ancient tombs and the process of embalming and mummification. Turkey, Morocco and the Mediterranean... the song, dance, literature... music. I would love to bagpack across Europe, go on board the Euro Express and see what I see in the movies. But I guess that's that for now.

I wanna have a wedding by the beach, but of course, my parents would prolly scream their heads off. Imagine dining and soft music lingering in the background, with the ocean breeze and the calmness of the crashing waves... of so beautiful. Then when the sun sets, we'll have some Incubus "I wish you were here" in the background and guests chilling out by the beach.....

Well, I tot if I couldn't get a beach wedding, then I could prolly get a garden wedding. Still next to nature. What can I say, I love the nature. With a 3-piece lounge band comprising of a female vocals, a pianist and a double bassist or cellist, playing all the romantic love songs. Or maybe just a acoustic session will do. Then the wedding will prolly be surrounded by trees and the lighting would be very soft and dim with guests buzzing and the beautifully decorated lights on the trees and mozzies... hehehe.
I tot the closest I could get to that was Fort Canning.

But I guess all that has to be pushed aside for we dun have enuff finances on the roll. I have to just make do with what I have. But I still want a garden theme. A live band and soft and dim lights. But my poor frens have to travel all the way to the corner of S'pore... Near the gardens, not exactly in the gardens but near the Japanese and Chinese Gardens..... Ah well, it's still a garden......

Sigh. I'm such a dreamer.