Thursday, 31 July 2008

Test Your Awareness

Check this out. Hilarious.

Sunday, 27 July 2008

Hmmm.... Let's see what my objective of this blog is....

Oh.

Yaaaaaaahhhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..............................

Ok. That's it.

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Monday, 21 July 2008

Updates updates....

Been real busy with Sch's Open House and my cuzzie just got married... Congrats to her!




Week's really tough, but I'm hangin on. I really hope things are gonna get better. Wait a minute, this week's gonna be shitty too. Sigh.

Friday, 4 July 2008

I'm so exhausted.

This is what I get 2 years, 3 months and 29 days later. Weary, irritable, impatient, defenseless and worn out. I'm too lazy to do anything.

Tuesday, 1 July 2008

Everytime I step into home after a long day at work, I will recoil myself in my depressive mode in the corner of my bed. I would lay still for at least 15 minutes, doing absolutely nothing but thinking and wondering why I have reached that state of unrelenting position. Then, I would think about my next step in life, and would ponder about everything in case something goes wrong. I would think of alternative ways to let out my angst and dejection.

I know I should not expect perfection in every plan and execution. But sometimes I feel that the tests are far too great for a body like mine to handle. As I stay in my coiled position in the corner of my bed, I started to think about all the iniquity I had consummate all the years passed. I dunno what retribution is, but I guess this is prolly it.

It sucks to know that I am going somewhere but nowhere concrete enough to assure myself. I feel downcasted every time I reach the mobile and dial the numbers. Last night, I was prolly the saddest person on earth at that moment when the news was released to me. Why did I bring this on myself? I should not intervene with fate, time and emotional statures. But I tried to take everything in my hands, hoping that things would turn out my way better. I just cannot take the backseat, but instead, succumbed to my itchy ass to interfere with things that have prolly been written.

I should stay outta these kinda conversations. They are my worst enemies. I really need help. Could anyone introduce me to a mental doctor?